Blue January 13th

Hari ini... 3 tahun yang lalu... ah damn. why do i be so nostalgic? it's not like i remember her anymore.

long time a go... when i start to remember her... i feel pain and sorrow inside my heart. but not now.
why? maybe i just forgot everything about her.

i was glad... i'm so glad...

now, i can smile anymore. it's not who that can make me smile. i stand by myself! thanks to God. i can manage to survive this heart's struggle. a great struggle...

i'm so happy now, that i can face may day from now on. i can decide my own way... i'm free!

current listening >> Matchbox 20 - If You're Gone

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
Now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure

and I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm scared - I think too much
I know it's wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home,oh come home
There's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the moon just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind

and I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling

If you're gone - maybe it's time to COME home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home,oh come home
There's a little bit of something me
In everything in…………………… you

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
and I think I'm scared - do I talk too much
I know it’s wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone – Hell, baby you need to come home
There's a little bit of something me
In everything in you, everything in ….in you.

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for you whom i had gave my heart to you... you betrayed me. it's ok. i don't hate you. you don't need to care for me anymore. i could stand by my own.

i just happy to make you happy back then. they were good times... i didn't totally forgot.. but i don't want to remember that too...

i know you enjoy and happy with your own life now. that's why i don't have right to disturb it anymore. we walk on our path from now on...
be good... whom i ever called "yank yink"

Posted by Widhi Satya | at 00.06